gorgeous day!!!!!

It was sooooo nice today. We got up and went to church then headed to the Linfield/George Fox baseball game. What a perfect day for baseball!!!!!!! It was so nice. Linfield lost, but we spent 3 hours in the sun watching baseball. A great Sunday. Then we headed to the park for a little bit. We ran up and down the sand hill multiple times. My calves are killing me. They hurt still from doing it yesterday too. We are taking advantage of the nice weather, and I love playing with my kids. They love the park, so we have been going as much as possible when the weather gets nice (which hasn't been much lately). Both kids love the sand. Cooper keeps finding kids his age there, and they take off and play. Averi and I then hit the slides. She loves them. I hate them. They make me dizzy, and I hate heights, and you have to climb SO high to get to the top. The things we do for our kids though. It is worth it to see her smile when we get to the bottom. I'm a little burnt on my neck from today though. That is the price I pay for being in the sun. I will really be hurting tomorrow. :)

here you go megs!!

So, Megs thinks I need to blog to get my emotions out, so here we go. Just yesterday I went to court and got everything settled with my ex. As soon as his lawyer draws up the papers and we sign them we will officially be divorced. It has been a long and stressful 7 months and 10 days since I left, but it is finally over. I can't wait. I get to legally be Belderrain again. I can't wait to change everything back. I'm ready to move on with my life and not have to deal with him anymore. Now I just need to learn to trust myself again and learn how who I really am without having someone else telling me who I am and what I can and cannot do. I'm ready to just be me for the first time in 7 years. At this point there won't be a next time, but you never know what will happen in the future.