we just had the most amazing time in prineville this weekend. we went over to celebrate my church sister's 30th b-day, and it was a surprise for her. she had no clue we were all coming. it was nice just to get out of town. we got to see our church siblings who we haven't seen for a long time. the kids got to play with emily and amanda is pregnant with another girl, and is due in july right around averi's b-day, so the girls will be exactly 3 years apart. we are a close family, so it was fun to see matty and manda's parents too. all in all it was a great weekend.

So, bitchy day. Don't know why...woke up fine, but by 10 I knew it was going to be one of those days. I started cleaning since that is what I do when I'm in "a mood". Thought it was cause I didn't take my meds, so I took them. That was 10 hours ago, and I'm still in "the mood". I know I'm crabby, but there is nothing I can do about it. Absolutely everything is irritating me....the kids are fighting, I haven't signed my divorce papers STILL even though tomorrow will be 2 weeks since court, Brian said this morning at 10ish that we would talk later, and I still haven't heard from him, can't figure the boy out yet...etc. Nothing bad really happened today, but you would think the world was coming to an end!!! WTF!!! I HATE days like this. I just want the day to be over with and hopefully feel better tomorrow. I know I will have days like this, but it seems like I'm getting them more and more. The lack of money isn't helping AT ALL. The house hasn't sold. I think things are just building up and making it worse. OK enough venting for today. This is what Megs told me this was for though..to get out my thoughts. Well, here they are for the day...aren't you glad you logged in?:)